Who am I?

I am the girl
 Standing in the rain
Wishing they understood
I am the teen
Who thinks she knows it all
And wishing that she could
I am the cutter
With the blade at my skin
Wishing the pain could subside
I am the friend
With all the advice
Wishing to live life 
I am the heart breaker
With the guilt on my shoulders
Wishing he was here to hold me
I am The girl
The teen
The cutter
The friend
The heart breaker
Wishing, wantingTo be set free..

Ps:  im not that good but worth a shot.